Currently Listening The Aeroplane Flies High By The Smashing Pumpkins Tonight, Tonight see related

It's as if all im doing now is going through the motions of life, because i expect i should.

-meow-

Currently Listening Still Searching By Senses Fail see related

I have been absent from xanga for a long period of time. Update is needed, soon. Not now.

-meow-

Currently Listening The Open Door By Evanescence Lacrymosa see related

I have recently tried soy milk for the first time. It has suprised me a lot. Granted I only have tried it with cereal, but I must say that it tastes great. It's a good thing too, because I can't drink a lott of dairy milk. It gives me headaches. I used to know why, I forgot.

I really want a baked potato with sour cream, bacon bits, chives, and cheddar/swiss cheese. Someone bring me one? I'm too lazy to drive to Safeway.

I have wine.

New Evanescence album is out, hit me up on AIM if you want it. Also, Senses Fail album comes out soon!

-meow-

Currently Listening Eyes Open By Snow Patrol see related

a starfish story

As the old man walked along the beach at dawn, he noticed a young woman ahead of him picking up starfish and flinging them into the sea. Finally catching up with the woman, he asked her why she was doing this. The answer was that the stranded starfish would die if left until morning.

"But the beach goes on for miles and there are millions of starfish,' he said. 'How can your efforts make any difference?"

The young woman looked at the starfish in her hand and then threw it to safety into the waves. "It makes a difference to this one!" she said.

-meow-

Currently Listening Wonderwall By Oasis see related

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

This song was on Nip Tuck tonight. It brought back memories of high school. When all I had were dillusions of close affinities or connections. Now, I have seen what songs sing and scream about. The words of life.

-meow-